HUHHHH?

someebody please tell this girl she is not a Chink. i already knew what you was thinking. :) Well, I like the Japanese culture, their peaceful and reserved people. They fit me and my eyes chinky, so hey why not?
私は愛する = i love you.

Music = Me


Thursday, June 10, 2010

RT.

 love isnt a game its an action. ppl choose to make it a game when they wanna play. but its only fun when you mvp

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

...

just when i felt like i could do no wrong,
i took a left
and lost your love.
on a one-way street what i did was 
--------> [right]
i tried,
 but unscramble ((TRIED))
and guess what i got :: t i r e d.
instead of love.

and Hearts ;semicolon.

never hold onto something tht doesn't want to be held onto. 


tht is why i chose to let go.


but im not afraid nor ashamed to say i still love you.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Yes.

Right underneath my heart. 

sure you can be my boyfriend with these :) |AIR MAX 24-7|



im not quite sure what it is about these shoes
 but when a boy wear them i swear i'm in love at first sight
(if they wear them right that is lol)
NIKE AIR MAX 24-7 NEON COLORWAY
every dude HAS to have these in they shoe collection
Its A Must

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Loves Comes In All Different Ways

my bestie && Ma!
My other family, I swear I like I owe them my life, my everything. I wouldnt replace them with anybody else. (Cant forget Govan && Kwesi) Thank you so much for everything yall have done for me, and my family. And thank you for giving me a place to stay when I had no where to go. And food to eat, I love yall so much <3

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I am Me

sometimes i get self conscience
ive always been that way
i feel i dont look pretty
almost every other day
like majority of the girls i see
i do not have long hair
and i dont have a nice set of heels
tennis, boots, and slip on is comfty for me to wear
i prefer white eye liner over black
and when i wear my flexis at the top
i push my short hair back
im shorter than the most im only 5'2
before very action i gotta think shit through
im a virgin and im on my own time
its nothin to me to say no,
ive said it about 1000 times
people swear they never seen a butt as big as mines
and i put these niggas to the back
i got them standin in lines
i pay them no mind
cus all they do is lie
they aint even the only ones committin that crime
it be these bitches too, i tell you they are swear they real
you not even man enough to express how you feel
back to me, im sensitive as can be
and i still think these niggas only afta one thing
it dont matter how long i knew you
i just cant fade no relationship
no swindles yall fake, think yall gonna get picked
i love my brother
sometimes dislike my mother but i love her to death
my daddy be too cool, i swear he the best
i got too much determination
its these dreams i stay chasin
im good, im better off all by myself
im me, im britany
im not gonna be nobody else.

i just needed my space,,,

for the past couple of days i have been completely mia from everybody except my family. right now i didnt find the need to associate outside of them. im beginning to see people for who they are now. people dont look out for you the way they claim to. its crazy how you think you know people and it comes out that you dont, the same people who promised they would never lie to you do. the same people who swore they would be there for you arent. and its funny. im not giving up on nobody because ive never been a quitter. but ive done just about everything i can for everybody, i looked out for everybody more than i look out for myself. there was never a time where i put myself before anybody. but its life i guess. once i get my head cleared ill be okay, ill have my smile back and ill be able to keep it. i been there for all my friends through their darkest times, answered my phone 4, 5, and 6, in the am with phone calls and text messages cryin and hurt. when in doubt i always kept to myself, people dont know the half of what runs through my mind on a daily basis. but ima be patient. because nobody is perfect. i just need/ needed my space.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Untitled

i havent written a poem in a while, this is kinda how im feeling for the moment..


Although I'm single, I feel like I live for  two
Because everything you asked of me, I did it for you
When I was down to my last, I gave it up
No questions asked
When you needed me to hold you down
Again no questions I was around
Except that one time when your father had passed
But I cant see how I can be the blame
You wasn’t even bein a “man”
About your shit when you claimed how real you were
Then all of a sudden you got this new yungin
You never even told me about her
You was bein sneaky, and  hiding her in the dark
But little did you know nigga the light began to shine
It was no way that shit was gonna get far
Its getting to the point where you too fucked up with me
And I forgive you every single time, I continue to be naïve
Waiting…wow nigga time is tickin
Especially on my clock nigga I'm not bout to WAIT for you to start pickin
Do what you gotta do yung don’t let me hold you back from nothing
Cus at the end of the day theres a high chance ima still leave with something
That means all the work you put it would be for no reason at all
If you wasn’t gonna be real wit me, from the jump you shouldn’t have let me fall.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Bestfriendsssss [ Britany && Zindziswa ]



i love Zindziswa Amina Payne :)
my bestie for 10 yrs, seem like just yesterday we was in elementary school. i love her so much, i swear she the best thing that happen to me. I still cant believe we had a fall out, but it bought us back together closer than ever. i couldnt ask for nothin else in this worldd.
Godmommy of my child, whenever it comes lol

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

:D

todayy was kinda cool, me and my peanut been talkin allday, it was fun
i miss him, it seem like he one of the Few ppl out of my
loved ones that understand me inside && out 
i miss our laughs, and to 's
we back tho ya heaa meeeeeeee

Monday, February 15, 2010

Before its too late,

before its too late and completely out of my control, i think i should give this up. for something that'll better come along, when i'm alot more wiser, and stronger mentally. it was a nice experience while it lasted, and i emotionally learned alot. in the end, i have gained nothing but knowledge, to carry onto my next experience. i'm sure you'll feel the same way i do. i'm only happy that on my end, i leave with "everything", in other words, i have only lost the one boy i ever truly feel in love with,
06,20,08 .....

and then there was a text...and butterflies ;-(
why cant i just move on. . .


Like Vs Love

i believe that harmonies are colors,

everytime i paint it sharpens my harmony,

yesterday i tried to paint you but the colors werent beautiful enough,

your love goes far beyond what i can say,

love beyonce,

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Love is Love

Here it is.....2:34a.m, one of them sleepless nites, wat a way to end my valentines day
from here on out, Valentines Day will be just another day on the calender for me,
atleast until i find the time when its worth celebrating. im thankful for my family
and im happy God let me see another year,
although my day didnt go as planned, im happy for what it was
love is love
<3

House Of Cards- Leave It All Behind


Thursday, February 11, 2010

Day , , , ?



se·ren·i·ty (s-rn-t)

Noun

1,

serenity - a disposition free from stress or emotion

tranquility, placidity, repose, quiet

calm, calmness, composure, equanimity - steadiness of mind under stress; "he accepted their problems with composure and she with equanimity

ataraxia - peace of mind